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I was wrong about my koneko. Koneko is still alive and well but in a bad position. Chaos is almost in Gōkei control, It seems like koneko is slowly gaining more control though. She came over earlier to see me, and rozu had her follow my Shin'aina L for some reason. Koneko saw L talking to some woman, and she realized that my koneko was watching them. She got upset, and told L to take care of her. L and her got into a fight, and they both hurt each other pretty bad. L broke koneko's nose, and she broke his leg. Koneko finally just ran away, so I suppose that means L won the fight.

Furīdamu

I found out that the girl is not my koneko. Koneko is dead, and chaos took her place. This chaos wouldnt let me leave her house, and everytime I tried to escape I was caught and punished in some way. Rozu came over a few times and helped me escape for awhile, but as soon as she left chaos found me again, and brought me back. Yesterday I escaped from the house by myself. I decided to use the bathroom that had a window, and climbed out the window. I went to my house, and got all my money, my computer, and some clothes. I took a bus to portland, and found a nice motel room there. When I went to a coffee shop nearby I met some new friends that were cosplaying. They talked to me because they thought I looked like a character from death note. We hungout, and even went to the mall. Rozu came to check on me, and met them. She told us about Slenderman and the fears, and told them that 2 Fears were after me. 3 of the 5 that were with me, left because they didnt want to get involved with it. The other 2 named Jake, and L decided to stay with me, and help me out. L handcuffed himself to me as a joke, and lost the key. He came and stayed with me in my motel room because we are connected. I woke up this morning and he had somehow gotten out of the handcuffs, and was watching the door. We met Rozu at the coffee shop, and hungout for awhile. L told me that someone was following us, and we found out it was chaos. Rozu brought us to L's house, so we would be safe. Her and L went to get jake, and brought him here. L just told me that he fought chaos last night, and was able to break her arm. I have no idea how he was able to do it. He also fought rose last night and somehow came out of both fights unhurt. He seems to not even feel pain, and Rozu is slightly scared of him. Rozu accused L of not being a human, but I dont see how he isnt. Rozu left, so me, L,and Jake are sitting here waiting for her to return. We dont want to leave because we are afraid chaos will catch me again.

Osoroshī hōyō

I went to the mall with Koneko, for 5 hours today. It was so much fun. I got a new outfit, and some pocky there. When we got back to koneko's house I scared her, because I found a mask in her closet. It was so Okashina when she jumped backwards and hit a wall. Koneko didnt seem too happy that I did that to her, but she didnt say anything about it. I said that I liked foxes, so she went and actually got one for me. She said she got it from roy's house, and he said his fox was missing. Rozu is going to come get it tomorrow. Koneko's big sister came over to the house a little while ago. I dont like her very much. Her hugs hurt. She seemed nice, but I still dont like her very much. She sorta scares me.

Mazushī koneko

My new best friend Rōzu come over for tea today. We talked about koneko, and anime. I didnt know that koneko had a pet raven. It follows her around, but Rōzu didnt seem to like it very much. Rōzu looked at the forest in my backyard, and told me that her father was there. For some reason koneko, and Rōzu dont like him very much, and Rōzu told me that her father is abusive to her. Koneko told Rōzu to take me and her pet over to her house for tea, because she wanted to talk to Rōzu's father. Koneko showed up at her house a few minutes later, Breathing heavy, and had a deep cut on her arm. Rōzu's father doesnt like her, and threw her into a tree. I'm at her house now, and Rōzu left. Poor koneko refuses to go to the hospital for the cut, and stitched it up herself. She says it didnt hurt her too much, but I dont believe her. Koneko said that she was told to watch over me, and protect me from Rōzu's father.

Koneko to no ocha no jikan

Today my koneko chan came over for tea. She hasn't come to see me for a long time, so seeing her Kawaī little face made me very Ureshi. She seems a bit different from the last time I saw her, I think maybe she got a haircut. We sat at my kitchen table drinking tea, and eating pocky. I think my poor koneko is sick, because she was really quiet, and stared into her the tea most of the visit. I saw a Kirei raven outside the window in my kitchen. I didnt even think we had ravens in this area, so I told koneko about it, and she just smiled at me. Whenever I talk to koneko about ravens she ignores me, but this time she actually seemed interested in what I was saying. After that she told me she had some business to attend to, and left. Koneko wasnt there for long, but I'm happy I got to see her again.

Yōkoso watashi no buroguni

Kon'nichiwa everyone. My name is erika, but you can just call me Fuwafuwa shi koneko, or just koneko. My friend koneko chan, (or kendra as everyone else calls her) sent me a email a hour ago asking me to make a blog. With it was a few links to blogs she wants me to read, including hers. I must say that I am really Konran shi (confused). It is just a couple slender blogs. Slenderman is nice and all, but I dont see why she sent me this. Maybe she wants me to make a slenderblog. I'm not good with this type of thing, but i'll play along for her sake. Koneko chan has been really grumpy lately, so maybe this will Kanojo o genkidzukeru (cheer her up). If koneko chan is happy then maybe she will come watch anime with me, and have sushi again. She hasnt for a long time and i'm just worried about my little koneko.